So, my husband is emotional and spontaneous, which explains why he wants another baby so bad! He is getting kind of ahead of himself, actually. He is so excited and has his hopes set so high that I am already pregnant! He has gone as far as telling people that I "might be pregnant," which is technically true. I mean, Hey! Ya never know...but I doubt it.
Mothers, you know the physical devastation pregnancy can cause! I can't help but think of the effect that a second pregnancy will have on my body. But when I feel myself slip into this mentality, I remind myself that the rewards of motherhood are so much greater than the rewards of having a beautiful physical appearance.
I am going to admit something that most women would not.
After I have my second baby, I am definitely getting a boob job, and there is nothing anyone can say or do to change my mind. My husband thinks I am beautiful now, and many people have tried to convince me of this as well. There is no convincing needed to be done. I know that I am beautiful, because I have been told so throughout my entire life!
But the truth is, it is honestly not even a matter of cosmetics. I don't want huge knockers! I just want to be comfortable in a bra. I am tired of "quad boob," also known as "boob spillage."
It's when your breasts spill out of your bra like the "before" picture above. I constantly am having to fix myself in public and then men start doin' double takes. This can get pretty awkward when I am walking hand in hand with my husband, or pushing my baby in a shopping cart!
If you noticed, the title of this post is, "When Reason Gives Way to Passion." It has been thus titled because I feel that this is exactly what happened tonight between my husband and I. To increase our chances of conceiving a girl, we have a small frame of time where we can have sex, followed by a lengthy time of sex restrictions. But what can I say? Reason does indeed give way to passion when two people are young and in love!
Speaking of being in LOVE, I wrote my husband a beautiful poem! He does so many beautiful things for me to express his love, and I decided I better jump on the bandwagon and follow suit! So enjoy, and here it is:
I feel myself still debating with myself whether or not I want to have another baby, all the while I am in the process of trying for one. Does that sound cliche or what?
Mothers, you know the physical devastation pregnancy can cause! I can't help but think of the effect that a second pregnancy will have on my body. But when I feel myself slip into this mentality, I remind myself that the rewards of motherhood are so much greater than the rewards of having a beautiful physical appearance.
I am going to admit something that most women would not.
After I have my second baby, I am definitely getting a boob job, and there is nothing anyone can say or do to change my mind. My husband thinks I am beautiful now, and many people have tried to convince me of this as well. There is no convincing needed to be done. I know that I am beautiful, because I have been told so throughout my entire life!
But the truth is, it is honestly not even a matter of cosmetics. I don't want huge knockers! I just want to be comfortable in a bra. I am tired of "quad boob," also known as "boob spillage."
It's when your breasts spill out of your bra like the "before" picture above. I constantly am having to fix myself in public and then men start doin' double takes. This can get pretty awkward when I am walking hand in hand with my husband, or pushing my baby in a shopping cart!
If you noticed, the title of this post is, "When Reason Gives Way to Passion." It has been thus titled because I feel that this is exactly what happened tonight between my husband and I. To increase our chances of conceiving a girl, we have a small frame of time where we can have sex, followed by a lengthy time of sex restrictions. But what can I say? Reason does indeed give way to passion when two people are young and in love!
Speaking of being in LOVE, I wrote my husband a beautiful poem! He does so many beautiful things for me to express his love, and I decided I better jump on the bandwagon and follow suit! So enjoy, and here it is:
YOU,
MY LOVE
You,
my love,
are
the most amazing person I know.
And
I, my love,
have
loved to watch you grow.
You,
my love,
have
made my life complete.
You
alone, my love,
can
make my heart skip a beat.
You,
my love,
are
on my mind all day.
For
your protection, my love,
I will
pray for always.
You,
my love,
Conquered
my heart with a glance.
Time
stands still, my love,
you've got me in a trance.
You,
my love,
Leave
your kisses in warm traces.
And
my heart, my love,
mesmerized,
still races.
You,
my love,
are
so captivating.
Know
when you’re away, my love,
desperately,
I am waiting.
You,
my love,
Have
a way to make me smile.
For
your heart, my love,
I
will go the extra mile.
You,
my love,
are
my greatest treasure.
I
will cherish you, my love,
all
our days together.
You,
my love,
Are
my greatest awakening.
The
pain of our past, my love
has
been worth the taking.
You,
my love,
were
made just for me.
If
only the world, my love,
could
see what I see.
You,
my love,
to
whom I am happily married,
Have
held, my love,
All
the burdens I could not carry.
You,
my love,
have
taught me to be strong.
You
correct me, my love,
when
I am doing wrong.
You,
my love,
have
helped to set me free.
Because
the good, my love,
Is
all you have seen in me.
You,
my love,
I
am most thankful for.
I
don’t feel worthy, my love,
to
call you, “Mi amor.”
You,
my love,
are
mine through God’s grace
Hand
in hand, my love,
we
will finish this race.
You,
my love,
are
all that my soul longs for.
And
into eternity, my love,
I
will love you forevermore.
-MARIAH CRUZ
(Written on January 5, 2014)
Post a Comment